paxton

Something she never knows....

Happy birthday to me at 1am...but happy birthday to him at 12am...Sounds pity ya, am i remorse to myself?Well may be, coz i can feel that things will going to be the same, its not an important thing yet i feel hurt. I guess he is more important than me, my feeling told me so. People told me that late is not a problem, at least she did. But my thinking is different. Coz she told me so she mind about it, yet she did that to me.  Many times, not once or twice...I guess i am not happy on it, wat can i do instead?I think i just cant help her to make sense for her anymore, coz i am tired...

something couple should and would

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他的手机会 为你24小时开机,
在你最需要他的 时候可以随时找到他,
因为他爱你, 所以会时时担心你

如果一个 男人爱你,
他会很自豪的告诉他的朋 友与家人你是他最爱的女
人,
当然并不是时时挂在嘴上,
而是用 一种行动去告诉别人,
你是他最爱的 女人！
因为有了你他觉得很骄傲,& amp; lt;BR无论你是不是真
的很优秀 。。。

如 果一个男 人真的爱你,
他会把除了工作之外的 很多时间都给你,当然会偶
尔和朋友 去聚会,
因为 他想时时刻刻都看见你。

如 果一个男人真的爱你,
他会毫不吝啬 的给你物质上的付出（我并不是说所
有的女孩子都应该物质化,这种付出是他心甘 情愿
的）
因为他觉得他所有 辛苦的努力就是为了让你过上很
幸福 的生活,
他爱你,不想让你过的那么 艰苦

如果一个男人真的爱你 ,
他绝对不会骂你,
在你很 任性的时候任你发泄,
当你任性过去 的时候,
会很委屈的说：“老婆,我 又作错什么了？你
可以告诉我,我一 定改,千万不要生气,那样会把
身体 气坏的”

如果一个男人真的 爱你,
你会发现你和他在一起后,& amp; lt;BR不经意间发现你
总有很多 穿不完的衣服 ,
而此时你会发现他的裤子上有个小 洞洞,
他会很解嘲的说：“现在不是 流行乞丐服吗？再说
男人要有内涵, 穿那么好干什么？”
呵呵,因为他总 是看见漂亮的东西就买给你。

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他就不在 乎陪你逛街会浪费他多少出去自由的机
会,因为他甘愿失去 那种所谓的自由。。

如果一 个男人真 的爱你,
无论你们在一起多 久,
都会陪你 一起爬山,看海,看星星,看日落,
因为他知道你渴望这样的浪漫。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他 绝对不会嚷嚷着叫你去减肥,
但是这 个时候你自己一定要去健康减肥,
因 为苗条的女人确实可以叫人赏心悦目。
因为你的健康是他最关心的。
如果 一个男人真的爱你,
他不会 留恋与网络与别的小妹眉甜言蜜语,
因为对你他都有说不完的爱,
哪有那 心思和别人废话。。。

如果 一个男人真的爱你,
他不会还和前女 友很密切联系,
虽说分手了还是朋友 ,
在她困难的时候可以去帮助她,& amp; lt;BR但是不会超
过
朋 友的底线。。

如果一个男人 真的爱你,
他 在每天很辛苦的工作回到家的时候,
会抱着你说“老婆,我回来了”
他爱 你,他绝对不会把不快乐带给你！
如 果一个男人真的爱你,
他会 在清晨上班的时候,
亲吻你的眼睛, 满足的说：宝贝,我上班去了！”
如 果一个男人真的爱你,
他绝 对不会忍心背叛你,
无论出于什么样 的动机。。
因为在他眼里,
你是最美的。。
即便你不是

如果一个男人真的爱你,
他 会在你故意说要离开的时候,
撒娇的 不和你分开,
而在你真的想离开的时 候,
就会放你走,
即便他真 的不愿意放手。
因为他爱你,只希望 你幸福。。。

如果一个男人 真的爱你,
那么你会比他的事业更重 要,
他绝对不会已事业为借口推脱你 。。。

如果一个男人真的爱 你,
他不会陪这所谓的客户去做所谓 的应酬,
(很多男人把找小姐说是谈 生意需要）
他 宁可不要这个 业务,
世界上又不是只有这个业务。 。。

如果一个男人真的爱你 ,
他绝对不会一次次把你推向那冰冷 的手术台,
更不会让你一个人孤孤单 单的去走向那冰冷的世
界,,,他会 郑重的说：“把我们的宝贝生下来
吧 ！”

如果一个男人真的爱你 ,
他会象爱他家人那样爱你的家人,
也会尊重你的亲人和朋友
如 果一个男人真的爱你。 。
那 么,那么,那么,
请你珍惜好他 ,好好爱他,
为他改掉所有的小姐脾 气,
好好的心疼他,理解他,鼓励他 ,支持他！

希望并祝福所有 勇敢追求爱的女人幸福

爱是 相互的,
也请女孩子好好爱你身边值 得你去爱的男孩子！

Personality test

How attractive r u?!
Hey, try it out and see how attractive you can be to the opposite sex.


1. Which place do u want to have a travel most?
A. Beijing ...................................................go to q.2
B. Tokyo ...................................................go to q.3
C. Paris ......................................................go to q.4


2. Have you ever cried when u see a touching movie?
A. Yes......................................go to q.4
B. No..............................................go to q.3


3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend still has not come after an hour of your
date with him/her, what will you do?
A. wait for another 30 mins.................go to q.4
B. leave immediately...............................go to q.5
C. wait until he/she comes..................go to q.6


4. Do u like to go to see a movie alone?
A. Yes......................................go to q.5
B. No..............................................go to q.6


5. When he/she asks for a kiss in your first date, what will you do?
A. Refuse...................................go to q.6
B. light kiss on his/her forehand...........go to q.7
C. Agree and kiss him/her...................go to q.8


6. Are you a humorous person?
A. I think I am.............................go to q.7
B. I think I am not.........................go to q.8


7. Do you think you are a capable leader?
A. Yes......................................go to q.9
B. No.......................................go to q.10


8. Which gender will you choose to be born if you are given a chance?
A. Male.....................................go to q.9
B. Female...................................go to q.10
C. I don't mind.............................Type D (go straight to results below)


9. Have you ever got more than one boyfriends or girlfriends at a time
A.Yes......................................Type B (go straight to results below)
B. No.......................................Type A (go straight to results below)


10. Do you think you are intelligent?
A. Yes......................................Type B (go straight to results below)
B. No.......................................Type C (go straight to results below)




RESULTS

Type A : Congratulations! You can extremely attract the opposite sex!
You possess a charming beauty in the eyes of them. You not only have a pretty figure,
but also have a humorous and gen tle personality. You should be a literate person
and know how to get along with people and can allocate your time well, thus you are
always popular among the opposite sex.


Type B : Quite good! You can easily attract the opposite sex, but you will
not easily into the loving trap. Your humor makes them want to get
along with you. He/She will be happy being with you!


Type C : Not bad! You cannot attract the opposite sex very well, but
you still have something good which make them like to get along with you.
You should be an honest person and have a unique view in seeing things.
You are quite friendly in the eyes of your friends.


Type D : Oh! You do not attract the opposite sex.
You do not have much knowledge, and not much intrinsic humane values.
You are too rude to the opposite sex. Thus you are not very popular among them.

craps..

I hang out with my secondary fren last nite. We went to starbucks, i had green tea blended c/w choc chip and whipped cream, and i am suppose i will insomnia for 2nite, tats why i wrote out this crap..

I found out that i cant understand thinking for fellow with same age with me, even girls, some girls, i dont think they are matured enough, they din consider about people's feeling instead. They ask favour from others but they din do tat for others instead. Then they blame others....izzit so called self-centered or lack of comment sense?u judge urself..

Sometimes people dont careful about their words, words can kill poeple, just like tat.... i never use money to value how important  a person to me, bcoz i knew its hurt!! Like example, u buy a birthday gift to ur fren, and u said that i have budget on present for this fren bcoz of he or she not really deep into relationship with me, wow..so sensitive, i hate tat. Or may be u say no money yet u still can spend on other things, u know...

When something u mean its important to u, how u going to show tat its important to u? i wish to show it its important to me, so i keep saying tat ur important to me then ur important to me, keep u beside me and ur important to me, cu everydaY  and ur important to me, i dont hang out but to  accompany u then ur important to me...

sooo, ur important to me!!

When i saw ants, moving from one place to another, i will think tat they are moving, moving house as we always say. Unless when i saw sweet around there, then only i believe tat they are not moving, but to carrying the sweet. This story tell u tat i din think too much when things going on, but only when i saw something unusual, then only i will think about the possibility for the happening!!

Sometimes wat we have is not the best, not even unique, not even superior than others, yet we still hold it tight, bcoz we knew tat we dont need something very best, we dont need something perfect, bcoz we are not perfect enough. We have choices, but we doesnt make the choices, coz we prefer it, just like tat.. . No1 will blame u, no point to blame it, coz its ur choice.

Despair come with the plural of disappointment. But reducing on the disappointment will make no despair. Effort come with deeds, not words. .....

Thanks for looking on this craps...

Bcoz .....

Bcoz of sadness, i had learned to grown up...

Bcoz of suffer, i had learned to heal up on my own....

Bcoz of fall down, i had learned to smile and grabble up even bleeding...

Bcoz of betrayal, i had learned how to protect myself from being hurted...

Bcoz of disappointed, i had learned how to widen my view....

Bcoz of anger, i had learned self-possession...

Bcoz of sorrow, i had learned to strengthen  my heart....

Bcoz of grievance, i had learned how to retort...

Bcoz of lies, i had learned how to become brilliant...

Bcoz time after time, i had evolved to a brand new man who u will never know me..

Love me not for a reason

Love me for a reason, let the reason be love....This is the song from boyzone. I like it, but i knew that nowadays, we need not only love, we need more than just love. I realy solute those girls, who can love a guy, just like that, even they pay for the guy,wow...

Chat with my fren few days ago, she told me that she can do this do that to her ex, buy this buy that to her ex, wow... She is  like me, something we do not do or buy  for our own but we do for our another half, is it called idiot? Even some will said that this is what i will do for him or her, coz its already out of my budget!! Izzit means that u use money to justify how important i am to u?! A fren yes la, but to ur bf or gf, erm..u decide urself la..

When sumthing nature goin ...

I dunno why, when sum1 said that how good she treat me, how well she love me as a fren, but end up, she can forget u just like a piece of cake. Does this called as best fren ever? When u ask more n more from others, ur stop giving to others at the same time. Bcoz when u keep waiting and dreaming about wat people will do for u, ur waiting n do nothing except receive. Its so sweet when u think of how good people treat u, wat he did for u, how they treasure u, how they by urside when u needed sum1, but when u din call them up, they r just forget ur one of the living thing in this world. Its a kinda of give and take, dont ask sum1 to wait, with no time frame.... People dont ask for much, why have to be so complicated? Its just to fulfill a job, with no grades and marks, whether its good or not, when done, its considered as passed. Just like a contest, just fill in the form, with no slogan, just ur detail, is it so impossible for u to fulfill it?

For sum1 i love, i am willing to do it with automaticaly, not by force or urge. Something come by naturaly is the best, tats why those artificial food bring cancers to human , hai... Everybody needs a mirror, to reflect wat they did b4 point out others fault. Sometimes its just tat easy, just admit ur mistake, people will do n forgive u. But i dont think everyone will do so, sum need u to knee down, bring a hot tea and ask forgiveness from them, oh my God, i do met this kinda person, tats why i lose them, sadly...

i know there is not fair in this world, but anyway, we always hope to balance it for sumtimes, not to be equalize, but at least sumthing to makes u feel comfort, wow... A right timing is very important, when things fade, i will try to paint it with colors, how about water color? i know i have to paint every now n then bcoz i knew tat water color is still water color, will fade in one day, a regular maintenance is needed. But sum1 just dont realise that, they thought they r using ICI dulux, hai.....

i love the song from westlife open ur heart, it means lot to me. Bcoz not easy to open ur heart for certain people. They claimed tat they hurted b4, tats why this is a kinda self protection. But do they ever think about others feeling?  An observation period is needed, but not too long, must give confidence on ur brand new start. Bcoz u had chosen it, n u believe ur choice, just like tesco choice, even its sucks for sumtimes, haha...

I just knew tat clothes can be so warmful, even i wear it everyday. I just dont realise how good is it. May be i just appreciate it bcoz i had it for many times, n i wont live without clothes in one day? Is it i am too confident on myself? Bcoz i knew clothes will never ever run away from me? Oh really, clothes dont have legs, they wont run away, just u will run out of money to buy clothes in one day, wow...

i Sacrifice with no doubt, n yes, others c it, but they just c it, just like tat. Not even a wow, haaaaaa....

I pay more than others did, but i get less then others, is it i am not smart enough ? But its nature wat, i pay more for a better car or house or even services, if not, i would rather to pay less but to get the same.

I always have dreams, one day  everything going my way, n i am waiting the day, hope the day will come, in one day, not too long, n there shall be happily ever after...

A break for lunch

I really need to tell u ppl, 2day when i had my lunch at saw tao lane, i waiting a BMW to move out then park at his place, i put on my signal light, n when he moved out, an altis 1.8l, black color, PGN 99x2 was swiftly move in the parking place. I was so angry coz i waited for so long. Then i saw an aunty came out, i show her my palm, like wat the hell u ppl doin like tat, bastard. Then u know wat happen? The driver uncle, come down from his car n gazing at me, like i did something wrong to them. Wat the fuck, this kinda ppl kurang ajar, i starring at him, i was really angry. N then he is like u know, scared may be, turn off his view to another scene. When i finished my lunch, he stare at me again. Mother fucker  this guy, why nowadays ppl r so kurang ajar. U think altis is a very exclusive car, n ur rich? So wat!!!!!

Fuck by a dog...

Suddenly feel so old, i told my fren b4, i wana grow old with u, but seems like they r not taking serious on my words. It means lot, by looking deep n far on the relationship. Not tat kinda touch and go, fuck n leave, tasted n digested..............

Sometimes, i dont believe on destiny, coz i just believe on timing. A good timing will makes thing right. Anything happen around me, its jus bcoz of it happened at the right place n right time...

Went out with my buddy for starbucks, we tok lot, and i knew why mylo likes me, coz he wana fuck me!! serious, but i think he found the wrong man, i am not gay, he shown me his cock, n he even has a better fucking position than me, oh my God...i wonder is he still virgin? U gotna be kid me... I am so scared later its sperm spill out on me, hai...

To all lovers...

Been so packed recently on work...Pressure, high blood pressure (a bit), water pressure ( a lot of urine :) ).... Plan to go for a vacation, not feeling well recently, i hate lies.... A beautiful lies makes this world more wonderful, but lies with a purpose to hide something from me, will caused hatred, anger and frustrated. Seems like u misuse my trust on u, its such an unwise action from u. Lies remember me about my past, something bad, lies caused me lost my beloved some how in the past. I learn it, n i shall not let it happen again in my life. To love some1, u shall learn wat so called open ur heart, put down ur past. If u live in ur past, u will never c 2mr. Dont give an empty promise where it will never comes. Coz when 2mr never comes, ur beloved will lost confidence on u every passing day...  When ur beloved sacrifice for u, he hope the same from u, when he din have anything from u, he will feel imbalance, therefore, he is lost...